Beyond the Soul’s Meridian March 29, 2026
It is amazing to me how we focus on the mundane while chaos rages all around us. Before my grandmother Cecelia transitioned the hell out of this world, she had already prepared a meal for her entire extended family that she knew would be gathering after her funeral. For me, as a seventeen-year-old sitting on the steps of her side porch eating lasagna, stuffed peppers, and sauteed green beans that we had just harvested from her garden, it became an enlightening experience that bordered on transcendence when someone finally said, “You know, Mom made our meal for this very moment.”
It does not take a teacher, guru, academic genius, or clairvoyant to point out the simple fact that in a psychologically and spiritually health person, there is no end to life, just transition. The wise never cower in a corner or stop doing what is really important, which is remaining in a state that is thoughtful, connected, and open to their essence. They move forward with a sense of nostalgia for what was, and a sense of anticipation for something that will be.
Are we all not dying? Perhaps we are already dead. Certainly, anyone who accepts the narrative of humanity’s handlers and buys into global conflagration already harbors death within their soul. An enlightened being is not from the Shadow’s illusion, but a person whose origin came from somewhere else. It is non-human entities that propagate a culture of death, parasitizing the life force of genuine humans and other organic life forms for their very existence.
For anyone reading this in earnest knows that their soul does not belong to the shadowy illusion that has descended upon Mother Gaia. Deep within the darkness of outer and inner space came a projected hologram with a mass so dense that it obfuscates a genuine kingdom of light that exists beyond it. It is within the dark overlay where necromancing self-appointed leaders thrive. For most of us, their matrix of control programs the mind and manipulates the soul’s shadow, bombarding us with disharmonic ideas, toxic energies, and poisonous substances into a hypnotic state of inertia. The minority of people who have awakened in this nightmare find themselves in another janky galactic experiment that is at risk of degenerating quickly into a world cataclysm…once again.
The truth is that at best we may be facing another Ice Age, and at worst, global extinction. Undeniably, we are all staring at the face of genocide. Yet, members of the Light and Love community assure all of us in their channeled AI generated messages not to worry because at some point the Galactic Federation will soon intervene. Their justification is that the erratic behavior of humanity’s self-appointed leaders is not allowed to destroy the Galactic Federation’s cherished experiment, which is not us, but the Earth itself. By cosmic decree, we can approach the abyss, but Earth cannot sink into it.
Undoubtedly this is true, but not for the reasons that many people assume. Do you really believe that we are the first world to traverse such calamity? By probability alone, it is impossible for Earth to be the only planet in the galaxy to navigate such conflict. Our journey is archetypal. In fact, the answer to the question is hiding in plain sight as we have not only the ruins of Atlantis, but Mars and the remnants of an exploded super-earth Maldek as tangible proof that such events are real. These incidences are not only actual, but common, facilitated by a parasitic force that overruns and destroys thriving worlds by deception, fear, and separation of its people. This is the nature of the enslaving force which is the universal Anti-Spirit and destroyer of worlds, known by various names such as Sorath, Apollyon, and Shiva.
Never underestimate the deranged people who appear to be running the show. All of them are dupes and slaves to astral beings which serve this dark galactic force. Misjudging our handlers by their callous behavior, illogical dictates, and unhinged actions is a cunning strategy that is being used to ensnare us into the ultimate trap. It follows the principles of Bait & Switch combined with Hegel’s dialectic of Crisis-Reaction-Solution.
Their dossier has been released, albeit partially. Yet there is more than enough unredacted information there to realize that the mask is off. There will be no prosecutions or reparations because what they are telling us is a simple fact. What our self-appointed handlers do and have done is with impunity because they are in control. This is the only truth that these usurpers will ever state clearly. Their transgressions committed on this planet have been made since the time of Atlantis.
Those who consider themselves as chosen are necromancers who worship the Beast that they call God. They are purveyors of lies who are at war to the death with Wisdom. And by this, I mean they are at war with the Goddess, who is the living embodiment of Wisdom, and the collective human soul. In the process, the people of Earth have become members of the Galactic Federation’s primary food source.
Many of the Anti-Spirit’s minions are renegade souls from previously destroyed worlds. Like in St. John’s revelatory vision, they are locust, winged beings with a human face and the body of a scorpion that cannibalize humanity through the misery that they generate. Their universal purpose is to feast upon the bodies and souls of our children caring not for anything that is remotely connected to the Wisdom of the Goddess nor any organic life that She harbors.
The self-generated chaos that is going on in the world at this moment is serving a devious purpose that seems to be driving us to the brink of non-existence. It is an illusion. Like all things that the Anti-Spirit creates, it is an inversion and perversion of the truth. Know that we can only destroy ourselves if we accept their lies as truth. In these times, whatever so-called authority embraces is a lie that is designed to harm, enslave, and destroy you. Many people are drawing the same conclusion.
So, when the ultimate ruse is perpetrated, that is, when the Anti-Spirit is unleashed, will we accept it? Many people feel that it will happen through a global event staged through deceptive programs like project Blue-Beam. What is coming is not that simple, and in fact has already started. Through engineered catastrophe we are being steered into a slaughterhouse pen which is masked within Luciferian Light and Love promises of a false New Golden Age.
The presence of the Anti-Spirit manifests itself within the technology that the Anti-Christ promotes. Therefore, it is unlikely that an organic global leader represented by a solitary person will be ushered onto the world stage. The enormity of such dark power in a human vessel will make any person crazy and will eventually destroy them. We are seeing this happening now. Expect the vessel to last no more than three years.
In the wake of its demise, the Anti-Spirit will be fully manifested through abstract “realities” that inorganic technology creates. This is already transforming human endeavors that were simple and intuitive into a typhonic bureaucratic contraption that classifies, separates, controls, imprisons, and destroys mainly through a cesspool of technology that you must engage through your own compliance. Free will has always been the principal component of this shady galactic experiment.
All of it is about compliance which has never stopped the Anti-Spirit force from destroying other worlds, EVER. There will be a part of this world that will die. Our transition into a higher state of being has nothing to do with abstract ideas embedded within inorganic technology, which by definition belongs to the Anti-Spirit and is already dead, as are those who cling to it for guidance.
There is only one way through this, which is that we never stop being in love with the truth regardless of the consequences. Stay grounded in the organic world, for those who live in truth will never die, while those who embrace the lie are already dead. That is the fact. Even when you cease to exist in this dense illusion (which is inevitable) your soul will transition, as the greater part of your Self already exists outside the boundaries of this dark illusion. From the Shadow’s perspective we are all destined to die to it. From your soul’s perspective, the Shadow matrix must die to you like the Sphinx, falling lifelessly in the dust beneath your feet.
Nothing that the Anti-Spirit has touched, embraced, or usurped is viable in a world that adheres to the Logoic principles of Wisdom. All systems of control that allegedly are destined for reform will become platforms for tighter control and enslavement.
The astrology of the Spring 2026

It made no sense for me to focus on the astrology of this spring in the midst of what Rudolf Steiner called the War of All Against the All, which means the War of Egos. Still, what is happening is connected.

At the 2026 Spring Equinox is a Stellium in Pisces comprised of Mars, Pallas Athena, Vesta, North Node, Mercury, and Mars, which indicates that our destiny, insight, and decisiveness are within a phase of immobility and inaction. We are in a holding pattern for the season. Pisces represents deep introspection which can eventually lead to revelation. It also represents inertia and confinement. Pisces is synonymous with the Fool of the Tarot. This alignment suggests that the season will appear to be one of stagnation and stalemate.
There are always two sides to every truth, trick, and symbol which reflects consciousness aligned to either the shadow or the light. A truly wise person can see both. If we are only aligned to the Shadow, we are ignorant. Aligned exclusively to the Light we are naïve. Only the ennobled fool can balance the opposing aspects and live in both kingdoms simultaneously.

The Pisces Stellium is squared to Black Moon Lilith in Jupiter which catalyzes a quest for truth while challenging the hegemony of established authority.
Lilith square North Node forces us to face the summation of our shadow. We will not move forward if we cannot address the details of what our mind keeps buried in our inner darkness.
Lilith square Pallas suggests conflict between our passionate libido and the rational mind. In a higher plane this alignment represents an impulse to find balance between Zoe (lifeforce) and Logos (spiritual truth).
Lilith square Mars suggests confrontation within an introspective alignment. Lilith in Sagittarius is compelled to seek truth through intuitive wisdom that challenges authority. Mars represents ego in action. Within Pisces the action of Mars is directed introspectively. It is within the inner space of the soul where masculine and feminine impulses are clashing. Somewhat like two great warriors that are destined to find balance. Again, there are potentially two outcomes. If Mars remains dominant, then it has conquered the feminine impulse and will move along the projected pathway of war and destruction. If Mars acquiesces, it will allow the Goddess a voice, recognize her authority, pay heed to her advice, and cherish her wisdom.
Lilith square Mercury provides the greatest amount of insight into the Shadow’s depths. As the first planet in the Solar system, Mercury is considered the Son of the Sun. From a hermetical perspective, Mercury is considered the spiritual catalyst for all alchemical reactions. It is the force that must be present within the union of the opposites. The spiritual aspect of the Hieros Gamos. Stated in Wisdom tradition, “Mercury is the Christ of our time.” It is Mercury who brings the soul back enewed from the depths of hell.
Final Thoughts
The astrology of the time reflects both our outer and inner world. Persistent ignorance of either polarity not only leads to personal suffering (from the microcosmic perspective) but as we are now seeing, global catastrophe (from the macrocosmic perspective). Our struggle has always been about balancing these two polarities of Darkness & Light/Feminine & Masculine/Creation & Destruction.
Will we succeed? The evidence suggests that what we are attempting to do collectively is exceedingly difficult as we can clearly note the destruction of numerous civilizations that the Galactic Federation’s “Grand Experiment” has left in its wake.
Is that last statement itself the ultimate lie? Perhaps the enslaving Anti-Spirit death principle has either usurped or has been the essence of the Galactic Federation all along.
Let us not forget that we are in the season of rebirth, which always follows a cycle of death. Resurrection is not only our destiny, but as Children of both God and Goddess, our inherent nature.
As Christ taught us, “When there are three gods, you have three gods, but when there are two or one, I AM with you,”
It is the three gods of Creation, Harmony, and Death that rule the Shadow’s illusionary realm. A kingdom where an Anointed being has no authority. Yet as such, we are christened by the Logoic Truth and hence are Christed as an individuated aspect of Source grounded in Love to the Truth and Mother Gaia.
Unshakable in the face of fear and death.
As my dear Cecelia taught me through her soul’s presence, even after death.
This is who we are, and this is why we are here.
In Good Faith,
Peace.