Paul A. Panzica Beyond the Soul’s Meridian April 15, 2017
On this Maundy Thursday and Good Friday, a thought occurred to me which has put many things into perspective. Over the last year I have challenged my understanding of truth through the contemporary wisdom that science, parascience, and modern mythologies are now conveying. Looking deeply into the narrative of Disclosure was an essential part of this. So far, nothing that I have written to the best of my abilities needs to be revised. I know that what I have conveyed is an honest and truthful testimony of what I have experienced. Furthermore, I find the concepts that I have articulated echoing in the body of work through other disconnected sources. So either we are all victims of mind control or the Spirit is truly moving us towards an ascended level of consciousness.
Yet it is important to remember that a few critical things remain essential when considering how we can come to know truth. There are many people today, especially in the modern New Age, UFO, Ascension, or Disclosure communities who are talking about Unity consciousness, Christ consciousness, God consciousness, I AM consciousness, Oneness consciousness, etc. Virtually all agree that this is a state of ascended consciousness beyond the limitations of Ego. Yet there are many who are struggling to experience this without considering the Avatar of God who will intimately serve us as the vehicle to bring us into this enlightened state. In the most truthful sense, we cannot achieve Christ consciousness without considering Christ. As it is stated, we can only come to the Father through the Son. (1) Ascension to Unity consciousness through any other path is impossible.
One of the great dilemmas in our current existential condition is the fact that Ego has taken control and is ruling. Again the master of human Ego is a negative universal spiritual force, sometimes referred to as Sorath, which is anti-human and therefore anti-Christós. Below it are children who go by many names and who command legions. Therefore it is essential to understand that living within the confinement of Ego is again leading us to all of our global conflicts and personal issues. The only way that we will come to true consensus is to subject our Ego to the authority of our higher self which is inherently channeling Christós energy. Although this is an intrinsic process, it is catalyzed when we can turn our Ego’s will into desire for knowing higher truth. There are various streams of consciousness which will lead us to the destination of our higher self. In almost all instances we must experience this through personal archetypal vision which will occur only after some form of contemplative, creative, or meditative practices are adopted and become part of our life’s essential practice. Furthermore, we must at some point acquiesce to the absolute supremacy of our Ego in all aspects before our inner higher self becomes an essential part of our life’s conscious experience. If we can allow Ego to be influenced and guided by our higher spiritual element we will naturally and effortlessly move towards Unity consciousness and global consensus. The language that we will experience within these dialogs is through archetypal vision usually through the dream state. Steeped within this process are the Christós-Sophia energies which become a central theme to this transition.
Unfortunately, I find myself at an extreme disadvantage when it comes to discussing archetypal truth as I have experienced it. Speaking of the Spirit or Christ to many people is laughable and to them a sign of a weak and feeble mind. To a high degree we are all victims of mind control and conditioning. Many have argued that our religions are a form of mind control. It is clear that there are elements within religion which function in this manner. Furthermore, it is quite probable that higher evolved beings and their minions have hijacked the narratives and have usurped themselves through mind control and manipulation to be our appointed gods and slave handlers.
There are many people today who are cognizant of this fact and they are generally found within the ranks of the more educated and intellectually inclined. Yet they have also been condition by the same forces that have usurped and distorted our spiritual heritage. So instead of slavishly following the rules that have been decreed through our manipulated religions, most educated persons have been conditioned to steer clear of anything that sounds religious. Time and again it can be observed that when certain names or phrases originating from religious sources are mentioned to those who have been conditioned if not traumatized by this form of mind control, their illumination deadens, the eyes roll back in the head, and before the written passage is even completed or the speaker has a chance to finish expressing a viewpoint, these forms of communication are forcibly dismissed simply because it sounds too religious. In fact words of spiritual origin such as religion, worship, Christ, Jesus, and God today have very negative connotations to many persons who consider themselves as free, intelligent, and informed individuals.
The sad reality is that there is no wonder as to why this aversion has happened when considering the mountain of scandals and abuses organized religion has to a great degree inflicted upon all of us. Specifically, Western religion has amassed a dismal record of violation and abuse starting from the First Council of Nicaea in 325 A.D. which marked the Gnostic genocide and the destruction of our culture’s Western mysticism. The key element to this mysticism was in fact the teachings that were articulated by the Avatar of God that not only our scriptural records, but Akashic records identify as the man named Yehoshua or Yeshua (Hebrew meaning deliverer). He was also referred to as Immanuel (Hebrew meaning God is with us). The corresponding Greek name of Yeshua is Lesous and in Latin Lesus. In English the name was transformed into Jesus. Esoteric insights suggest that his karma and dharma were linked to the beings of Zarathustra and Krishna. Through astrological signatures, some believe that he was the actual reincarnation of both beings. Regardless, there has been a concerted effort to obfuscate and destroy the truth that this loving human being and the descended Christós spirit were attempting to bestow upon us. In reality, the truth that has been conveyed is indelible.
Today many conventional Western religions are exclusively worshiping an externalized Christ which has long ago been usurped by Luciferic elements, if not Lucifer himself. In many churches today this is an open secret. As the great teacher Meister Eckhart told us, “God and I are one”. This means that if God is manifesting itself separately and outside of me, and not also within me, it is not God. The visionary William Blake went so far as to state, “He who sees the infinite in all things sees God. He who sees the ratio, sees only himself.” (2) For those who are worshiping images of God, Jesus Christ, or any other person or entity, these images have been usurped by demonic spirits long ago.
One of the major concepts now emerging through our current understanding of science is that time as we experience it in our physical life is an illusion. (3, 4) Albert Einstein stated, “The distinction between past, present, and future is only an illusion however persistent.” (5) Furthermore, one of the most common archetypal concepts conveyed to us through the extraterrestrial mythos is essential the same idea, that the past, present, and future can exist at the same time. This should come to no surprise for those of us who have personally experienced this through prophetic dreams which are synchronistic to our physical life but juxtaposed to linear time. As I have experienced it, this was within recurrent dreams that I encountered which were connected to the actions of my daughter in a retrograde fashion. This simply means that the dreams were directly connected to her in anticipation to her actions but they occurred before her actions were executed. The dreams were synchronistically entangled within her actions. (For a further discussion see Beyond the Soul’s Meridian, Chapter 6 The Science of Sleep and Dreams, pages 114-117) If we hold fast to the concept of linear time in a past, present, and future perspective this observation is not only illogical, but impossible. Yet it occurred in an illogical and seemingly impossible way. Therefore time is an abstraction and we can experience timelessness in a holistic sense when we step out of our Ego based linear logical consciousness. This happens most commonly within a dream state simply because our consciousness has left the parameters of the physical body, third dimensionality, and therefore linear time.
There are some that are going so far as to state that what we are doing today will affect not only the future but the past. Furthermore, depending upon your reference of consciousness through our multiple reincarnating life cycles we exist in all time dimensional states at the same moment. Honestly, this concept is always very difficult for me to get my head around, but apparently this a likely probability which we may not fully comprehend until we die or are no longer engaged within the linear time continuum of this third dimensional-density world. If this is truly the case then the events that happened nearly 2000 years ago on Golgotha are still occurring today. Meaning the Avatar of God is still within our reality and is continuously being crucified.
In a previous blog that I posted on our hidden Masculine Authority, it was discussed how a void was created for all incarnating beings to exercise and experience physical life to the highest degree in a sense of free will. This void was created when the Source of Creation withdrew a governing element of its presence and created a universal space where spiritual authority was no longer in control. Unity became multidimensional and this allowed a myriad of lower entities to freely develop and exercise authority in what is more or less a playground of free will. Yet occasionally the presence of this creational authority descends into this constructed wilderness to observe whether those living within it have learned their lessons and have become prepared to ascend into a higher state of consciousness which paradoxically would have a greater level of spiritual authority. The archetype of this creational power is akin to the Emperor of the Tarot. (See The Emperor: Moving Towards Ascension Through the Guidance of our Inner Masculine Authority blog post 11/17/2016)
In the parable of The Banquet in Matthew, we are given the story of a King who has lost his authority. (6) In this parable the King is hosting a wedding feast for his Son so he sends out messengers to all of his royal subjects requesting their attendance. Initially all who were invited refused. Again He sends the messengers out requesting their attendance, only this time the messengers are abused and some are killed. He then sends more messengers out to invite anyone and everyone that they could find. Yet even when these guests arrive many are ill suited for the occasional and are completely clueless as to the magnanimous offer and to the importance of this celebration.
There are many ways to interpret this parable (for a further discussion see Beyond the Soul’s Meridian Chapter 10 The Mystery of the Cross, pages 245-250) but what it seems to be conveying is a King who is scorned and misunderstood within His country by His own subjects. Again, this world will continue with its struggles until the King’s authority is recognized and venerated. This can only happened when we become one with the Son. This is the significance of the wedding as all who are attending are meant to engage in this union which should be rightfully thought of as the Hieros Gamos or sacred union. This also demonstrates to us that we can only come to the Father through the Son which is in essence the energies of the Christós-Sophia.
Today many in conventional religion are anticipating some version of the Second Coming of Christ. In the New Age-UFO-Disclosure-Ascension community some form of spiritual transformation and shift into a new timeline is being anticipated. It is clear that both the Second Coming of Christ and this new ascended timeline are intimately related to each other. As it stands today all of those who remain in the darkness as to the presence let alone importance of this King and the mystical union of His Son are perpetually contributing to this crucifixion upon Golgotha and their own enslavement within the Ego’s confinement in third density.
Overall this can be viewed as a time issue. In a very cryptic passage attributed to Jesus in the Thomas Gospel he states. “When there are three gods, they are gods. When there are two or one I am with you.” (7) This reference to three gods has been previously explained (again see Beyond the Soul’s Meridian, Chapter 6 The Science of Sleep and Dreams, pages 114-117) as the three aspects or functions of God, namely, creation, maintenance, and destruction which are functions intrinsically related to time. Once we can learn how to step out of this linear time continuum, even for a brief period, and experience existence in a timeless state, we begin to practice consciousness within the parameters of infinite love in the presence of our higher self. Our higher self is the universal source of this infinite love. It should rightfully be considered as soul becoming one with the spirit, and ultimately transforming itself within the context of a unified state known as Atman. Within these two states of being, linear time is collapsed and Christ energies are present. This elevated state of existence is impossible to sustain within the collective state of consciousness that our world is current resonating at. By convention it will always be this way within this physical life. Yet we can have these experiences in brief measures which convey to us tremendous amounts of spiritually charge information which in the end moves us closer to an overall shift in global conscious transformation.
Our Earth will never ascend into Unity consciousness until we have prepared ourselves for this wedding, Christ is experienced and understood, and the King’s authority is again recognized and venerated. Once these goals are accomplished this perpetual and abusive timeline will collapsed. This will only happen through the recognition and unification of our higher self imbued through the loving, unifying, and redeeming energies of the Christós-Sophia. The more we live within our Ego the greater the temporal distance is to Christ and the event on Golgotha. By stepping out of Ego and linear time into heart based and timeless Christ consciousness we are literally collapsing this timeline of separation and into a resurrected state of wholeness, love, and understanding.
It is as simple as that.
1) John 14:16, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.”
2) William Blake, There is no Natural Religion, 1788
6) Matthew 22:2-14, “The kingdom of heaven may be compared to a king who gave a wedding feast for his son. And he sent out his slaves to call those who had been invited to the wedding feast, and they were unwilling to come. Again he sent out other slaves saying, ‘Tell those who have been invited, behold, I have prepared my dinner; my oxen and my fattened livestock are all butchered and everything is ready; come to the wedding feast.’ But they paid no attention and went their way, one to his own farm, another to his business and the rest seized his slaves and mistreated them and killed them. But the king was enraged, and he sent his armies and destroyed those murderers and set their city on fire. Then he said to his slaves, ‘The wedding is ready, but those who were invited were not worthy. Go therefore to the main highways, and as many as you find there, invite to the wedding feast.’ Those slaves went out into the streets and gathered together all they found, both evil and good; and the wedding hall was filled with dinner guests. But when the king came in to look over the dinner guests, he saw a man there who was not dressed in wedding clothes and he said to him, ‘Friend, how did you come in here without wedding clothes?’ And the man was speechless. Then the king said to the servants, ‘Bind him hand and foot, and throw him into the outer darkness; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’ For many are called, but few are chosen.
7) The Gospel of Thomas (30), “Where there are three gods, they are gods. Where there are two or one I am with him.”