Beyond the Soul’s Meridian July 7, 2023
Our Alchemical Universe is comprised of two forces. One is seminal, and the other a receptive matrix. This can be viewed as masculine and feminine aspects. From an energetic perspective, we can see how energy emanates from source to ground. This is a universal constant within our realm of existence.
At some point, the Universe began to fragment or step outside of itself. It went from a unified whole into individuated aspects of itself. Each aspect carries a sense of uniqueness distinguished from the wholeness from which it was separated. In linear time, this process began at the conception of the visible Universe, at least as long as 15 billion years ago. There are clearly aspects of the Universe which exist in a timeless state. This means that our human mind, imprisoned within temporal conceptions, can never relate accurately to that state of existence. Until we die or have an experience outside of linear time, timelessness remains a mystery. It is the concept of the Big Band which suggests that there is an aspect of the Universe that decided to explore itself in an individualized way separated from singularity.
Our Universe is creational, which means that it evolves unto itself within a parameter of Free Will governed by certain universal constants. Keep in mind that one of those constants (which is the most important one for humanity currently) is the Law of Balance, which we have come to understand as Karma. As we develop as monads (which are individuated aspects of God), fractals incarnate into the linear time continuum blinded from their universal spiritual origin. Lessons learned through separation are compiled within a timeless energetic matrix that becomes the essence of what we determine as soul. Our individual experiences based upon trial-and-error help to forge our uniqueness expressed within our individuated self. These experiences are shaped by self-determined actions infused by the energies created between the interplay of the Heavens (in the form of Divine Light) and the Matrix of bodies in which we live throughout our lives in linear time.
We are indeed living within a great cosmic playground that is being manipulated by unseen forces for Aeons of linear time.
Throughout these life experiences, we see what works for us and what does not through the illusion of separation. Regardless of how we come to perceive our life experiences, we are always connected to Source subconsciously, and are therefore subjected to a form of divine justice which we perceive from a soul level as self-determined judgement. This can only happen when the veil of separation comes down and we realize that we have always been connected to each other in the most profound and intimate ways.
Within the realm of separation, isolation invariably produces fear and suffering the further we get from Source. Due to the emptiness in the place within our soul that eventually harbors our divine spiritual presence (personally experienced as an inner garden temple), we become easily manipulated by dark kindred forces that have been long engaged in a power-struggle for dominion over the void of Creation’s playground. By design, everything that exists within this playground of linear time is illusionary, as all things within it end in destruction.
The true light of our being, our God-Self, our individuated I AM consciousness, is Ego. By design, anything that is separated from Source has an Ego. In its truest form, Ego is the Light of God that we bring forth into the world. On the optimal timeline, Ego is Dharma which is our most truthful individuated God-Self living through our actions, words, and deeds. This is the individuated power of Creation manifest in Divine Justice through the Lion’s roar of our soul. It is the blending of our Self with Truth. It is our Christed (Christ-Sophia) awareness. It is our blessing upon the Earth. Ego is signified by our unique sequences of light and sound codes.
So, why do so many people view the ego negatively?
The answer lies within our perception of it.
What makes humanity unique are the powers that have been invested in us. We are a living battlefield that “higher” evolved beings have used as pawns to complete a grand cosmic game of warfare that is playing out its last phase upon earth. In the final conflict, it is the thoughts, actions, and deeds of God’s Children that will determine the outcome.
All gods have a lower and higher octave. The energies of the gods have been invested within us. These are the energies that signify the codes. We are not only the Children of God, but the Children of the “Gods.” Not only are the energies of the paternal heavens invested within us, but also the energies of the maternal matrix through an earthly presence that is bound uniquely to nature forces.
Currently, the most important god for us to consider is that of the Sun. He goes by many names. For this discussion we will consider Apollo. The lower octave of the gods is their shadow. Of all the gods, it is the Sun god Apollo, who bears the greatest amount of light and therefore casts the largest shadow. Apollo is Ego, which all of us bear as the solar energy that has been invested within us. Apollo signifies reason, harmony, enlightenment, music, poetry, the arts, prophecy, beauty, and healing. The shadow of Apollo is his lower octave known as Apollyon the Destroyer, a god of disharmony, pestilence, cruelty, plagues, and wrath.
More importantly, the aspects of Apollo (and therefore Ego) not only represent the physical Sun, but the solar frequencies that it emanates, which is recognized as Logos. Logos means simply the essential truth of someone, or something, which is signified in codes of light. The other name for Logos is Christos or Christ, meaning one who is anointed in the presence of the Logos. The “Anointed One” or “Christ,” is not just one person, but anyone who becomes their true I AM dharmic self.
As we are created in the images of God (the gods) we also carry within us a shadow which many identify as ego. This dark entity is compiled through false impressions, mistakes, and transgressions which stick to us like tar throughout sequential lifetimes. The nature of our shadow is directly related to our mind’s capacity for logic and reason. These are masculine functions of our left brain which do not come to full maturation until we are well into adulthood.
Within the shadow nature of ego, we become separate individuals at war with ourselves and everyone else around us as we perpetually attempt to reconfigure the world according to our distorted perceptions and desires. Much of this distortion is the result of conditioning as we carry into each physical lifetime Karma influenced by the false impressions of separate existence from our Logoic self. In virtually all instances, it is Karma that influences human health and illness.
Within our earthly life, the power of discernment is egocentric, which becomes egotistical and indeed narcissistic when we identify falsely distorted impressions of our truthful nature. Our capacity to discern truth is NOT our Source of Truth. This is so because the mind is still focused upon an earth-bound temporal-physical matrix with the devil whispering in our ear. It has taken millennia of mind control to bring humanity to the point where the truth has become so distorted that it is now inverted. We can see this as an Orwellian tactic illustrated in the slogan “Freedom is slavery.” which is a mockery of truth hurled at humanity with brutality, malice, and contempt. The effect is to generate a maximum amount of fear, agitation, and confusion within the human soul as virtually everyone who has a pulse knows that freedom is NOT slavery, unless we are living in a world that has inverted and perverted the truth.
For the immature soul, the effects of this form of torture will cave-in their resolve and buckle their knees in genuflection to the will of their slave master. Many living in the world have been convinced that 2+2 does not equal 4, deadly biological weapons are experimental injections that are good for you, that down is up, left is right, light is dark, ugliness is beauty, etc. These are all the symptoms of a rudderless mind and spiritless soul that is being fed a steady diet of lies and deceit. Ruling that soul is an empty void inhabited by shadow entities that the conditioned mind recognizes as authoritative.
The great deceivers are the shadow elements of the gods, known as archons or rulers, which we have come to know as Satan, Lucifer, Mammon, Belial, Mephistopheles, Baphomet, etc. In essence, these are rulers that have stepped into the void that the Universe created. By design, any being that enters the void creates one within themselves. It is an empty space that is created within the soul that functions as our capacity to discern. It is a place within the mind that allows an individual thought to be examined. It was intended as a sacred temple built through truthful life experience encountered by the soul. Eventually, the void becomes the inner sanctuary where the soul once again unites with the spirit.
The rulers also recognized the void as our weakest link as they knew that this was the place within our mind-soul where we would search for the truth. It was also a place that if ignored, could be degraded, and inhabited by the darker aspects of ruling entities.
The work of Rudolf Steiner helps us to put this in perspective. Steiner also looked at the Sun as the key to understanding our current transition. Steiner identified a being known as Sorath, which is the demon of the Sun. This is the same entity as Apollyon with a different name. Directly connected to this entity are Satan and Lucifer which are the major shadow forces within the human soul. These fallen angels play off each other in their endeavor to invert the truth. Not unlike the mythologies of otherworldly beings who are either overtly negative (Orions, Greys, Dracos, Martians) which are Satanic, or overtly positive (Pleiadeans, Sirians, Arcturians, Venusians) which are Luciferic, they drive human consciousness to either extreme. This is the essence of the Good versus Evil cosmic struggle that never seems to end. These are also the forces that create and drive the Shadow as they play the role of the rulers in the spiritless cosmic void.
The two major players in this realm are Satan and Lucifer which can be viewed as the lower octaves of the primary transpersonal planets of Saturn and Jupiter, both of which have extremely powerful influences within the light codes of the human soul. As the primary planets of transcendence, they affect the human soul on a personal and collective level. By design, these powers are sensed as ruling forces that lord over us. Whether we are consciously aware of it or not, experience has habituated us to accept and welcome externalized rulership over our soul.
More accurately, the shadow aspect of our soul that carries within it all false impressions of Self should be referred to as false-Ego, anti-Christ, or anti-Spirit.
So, what do we do about it?
It appears that the Universe is at an impasse between the Forces of Light and Darkness that have been struggling with each other on this plane of existence since its conception. Through manipulation and coercion, these forces have become the basis of our human experience which was designed to transfigure consciousness into a higher octave. Some sources have claimed that we are here to create a higher form of awareness through this struggle which is called Christ consciousness. There are many enlightened sources that reiterate this concept, but it was immortalized in the sculpture created by Rudolf Steiner entitled, “The Representative of Humanity.” 
In it, there is a Christ-Like figure balancing the forces of Satan and Lucifer. Christ consciousness exists within the balance of those opposing forces. Not only are we transfiguring ourselves, but we are demonstrating to the Universe that the eternal cosmic struggle of Light versus Dark can come to a balanced conclusion. In victory, we do not defeat the darkness, but come to understand it, and integrate it within our living awareness for we are very much serpent as we are anything else.
Sources tell us that we are an angelic species while others say that we are a warrior race. The answer is that we are both, as angels are indeed warrior beings. The higher octave of a warrior is an angel, and what the Universe is destined to experience in this earthly transition is the emergence of a new kind of being who carries within them the progenitor powers of all species that are connected karmically to us, regardless of “good” or “bad” intent. Because of this entanglement, our ascension with Gaia is a cosmic blessing that heals this conflict.
The anti-spirit or shadow becomes an integrated part of our soul when we ascend our consciousness. This can only be accomplished when our awareness shifts its perspective from the void within the mind, to the Light of Truth within our heart. This can only be accomplished through the union of our inner polarities. We were never designed to serve the void and the shadow that rules it. It is only when we come to understand that the void is our most powerful tool of discernment, designed to serve us best in this earthly life in service to our spiritually directed thoughts, that the inner shadow is redeemed.
Our capacity to discern was never really ego, but a function of the mind that is meant to serve us in the most beneficial ways once consciousness is balanced and realigned back into its natural order.
The flow of cosmic energy has always been reciprocal. Once balance has been established, we will come to a greater understanding that Truth flows in both directions. This will be our new state of waking consciousness as our true Logoic Self, our Ego, comes into its natural state.
In Good Faith,
Peace.
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